Dream about soldiers at the door

Ever since the rockets fell at Camp Cedar II, I have this dream over. Two young soldiers ring my door bell.

Our door is partially glass so I can see who is there. It's always these two soldiers in class A's, but there uniforms are different, as if they were not both in the Army. In every dream I refuse to answer the door, I sit on the cold marble floor and cry, scream but I don't open the door. I'm not know for hysterics so the falling to the floor part seems a bit dramatic. The screaming part is a bit out of character. Some might say. "but you've never lost a child, so how do you know how you will act"? So that's where you are wrong, I have have lost a child. I lost my only son.

Now I wonder if my daugther has written one of those "just in case" letters. I hope she has and hopes she has not!

I'm sleepy now so back to my dream of soldier boys bearing bad news.